Misgiving

   The dictionary definition of misgiving is "a disturbed feeling of fear, doubt, etc".  I think that is appropriate considering that when we miss giving, we tend to have disturbed feelings of fear.....fear of the unknown, fear of not having enough, fear of______________.  You name it. 

 I don't know about you but this seems to be true for me.  When I am focused on my own fears, I don't think [or care much] about others; but when I focus on wanting to make a difference for others, the fears seem to disappear.  Go figure.